Ellemaree's Blog

The report from the doctor was good.  A non cancerous cyst and scar tissue.  For a minute I started to think “now I have this hole and I will have a scar forever”  Wow how selfish of me, even downright vain.  Jesus was scarred, beaten, and bruised for no reason and at the end He said “Father forgive them for they know not what they do”  Thank you Lord for you mercy and your blessings of physical and spiritual healing

It is such a beautiful day out today.  Too bad my nerves have gotten the best of me.  I should be finding out the results of my breast biopsy tomorrow.  No matter what it is, I know God has it under control.  I know whenever someone is sick they pray for healing and that’s what I’ve been praying for is God’s healing.  Before the results are even known to me, before I even took the test, God began healing me.  Perhaps not my body, but my mind and my soul.  I can say I’m at peace with whatever God choses to use me for in this life.  It could be nothing at all but a fibroid, or it could be cancer but caught earlier enough that it can be cured, or it could be incurable.  Whatever the case may be I am healed.  The baggage I used to carry around with me, hatefulness, envy, unforgiveness is replaced with a feeling of joyfullness.  I asked the Lord to use me as a vessel and He is and I am honored to do His work. 

Today is the day that the Lord has made and I am glad.  May the blessings of the Lord be with you now and forever,

Le-Teisha

It’s been a little stressful around here lately.  I found a lump on my breast and went for a mammogram, then a second one, now on Tuesday I will go for a biopsy.  It’s a little nerve racking having to wait for the test and then the results but I know it’s all it God’s hands. 

I didn’t do any gardening this year but I plan on going to local farms to get fruits and vegetables for canning.  Hopefully next year I will be able to do gardening but I will definately need help.  I am looking forward to trying my hand at gardening.

I have been getting christmas gifts and knitted items for a craft fair done.  I’ve also got to start shopping for material to make warm winter dresses and to make my children their pajamas.  I’m hoping to also make housecoats this year as it gets a little chilly in my home in the winter.

Well I’ve got to sign off.  I have alot of Saturday chores to finish.  I need to be able to use the Lord’s day as he intended and that doesn’t include chores.  Stay blessed